I'm single now.  Its like a huge burden off of my shoulders.  

For the past week I've felt like I made a huge mistake, not because my decisions resulted in the separation of my wife and I, but because of other predicted consequences.  I let myself feel sorry for the results of my decisions, despite knowing full well what they would be, but today I had an awakening.  I am who I was and I refuse to go back to sleep.

I am going on a date in a week, or maybe a date, she didn't know I was single so not sure what it was intended to be or what it will be, but she's hot, intelligent, mature, and has a strong personality, so an evening with her can't be bad, regardless of what it is.

I don't want to be single, but I don't want to go into a relationship with anyone I don't love, and I don't want to give up my sudden passion for living life, so as long as I "am" single, I might as well act that way. 

The full moon is in the next couple days, I want to explore the park tomorrow night, it should be fun.

My workout machine is taken apart and I can't really afford to get a gym membership at the moment, at least not without risking things, so I'm going to start working out with what I have, and I figure I"ll just work out longer to compensate.