So I was able to really focus on work today, which made me happy. Its been a long month with me really having trouble focusing, but today I was able to get a good amount of work done which means mentally I'm recovering from the emotional exhaustion I've been through all month.

Liz made dinner tonight, lemon garlic pork chops, sweet potatos, green beans, and biscuits.  I'm really thankful she moved in, its been nice not eating out all the time.  

I talked to Juliet more today, seems she didn't know Jenn and I were separated, she had misread my text message last week and thought Liz was with Matt instead of Jenn and Matt.  lol.  Which meant that when Lenora came to Jenn to talk to her about me going to Ka with Juliet she probably thought Jenn and I were still together.  I still have no idea whether its a date or not, though I've made an effort to get to know her better so that I'm not going with a complete stranger and I've found some depth and maturity there that I look forward to spending time with, so either way, as I've been saying, it should be a good experience.  

I've been looking up old friends, roughly an e-mail or phone a day.  Its a little typical I suppose, the idea of taking solace in old friends in a time of emotional distress, but heck, it just seems like the right thing to do.  

At first the idea of puttering around town with women like Juliet that are casual acquaintances or Andrea seemed like fun, but then I started thinking about dating, and I remember how basically its a lot of emotional energy being spent on women who may not be around longer than a weekend.  Sure there are physical satisfactions in "hunting" after different women on a regular basis, but overall I find it intellectually unsatisifying.  Because of that, I want to at the very least focus my dating on a very few women so if something should work out, I haven't expended all this energy going out into the aether.

I'm starting to like this thing, it was hard to blog before but I find if I do it on a regular basis I feel like doing it more often.